Archive for March, 2008

A Walk to Remember

Posted in Family, Just me and you, Life, Reminescent on Friday, March 28, 2008 by Syazana

Took a long walk by the river
Feeling the breeze in my hair
 Seemingly calming my senses
A therapeutic remedy to the entangled mess in my mind.

My thoughts just flowed freely and I would have listened to the sounds of the water flowing,
However, the evening crowd provided too much of a noise pollution.
Instead I plugged in my earphones and blast my iPod away as I usually do.
It was on shuffle mode.
And it somehow was playing all of your favourite songs.
Is this just pure coincidence or is my iPod trying to tell me something too.

The walk brings back all the good memories we share.
It was midnight.
And we were strolling and laughing and nothing in this world actually mattered.
As I walked past MOS,
‘This I Promise You’ started playing on my iPod.
Tears welled in my eyes as I continue to walk on.
Thank you for the memories.

Been having long talks to my mum lately regarding matters of the heart.
And, I now truly understand the meaning behind the phrase
“Your mum knows you Best!”

“There must be a reason why your heart is still unsure.
It is trying to tell you something.
You have to look within yourself .
The reason why do not have to surface now. Sooner or later you will know.
As for now, don’t promise yourself or him anything.
If its meant to be, its meant to be.”

                                           -My Beautiful Mum-

You have, no matter what, always been there for me.
For now, all I ask,
Is for you to continue being my friend.


Let’s get lifted into the air

Posted in Birthdays, Food, Friends, Fun, Love on Monday, March 24, 2008 by Syazana

This past week has been crazy!
Fun after Fun after Fun…
We just don’t seem to get enough of it.

Good Friday was spent at botanical gardens with the bestest peeps!
Finally, everyone could make it.
It has seriously been awhile since all of us got together.




The picnic was almost turned into a house party cos it started to pour.
Thank goodness we persevered.
It was a truly beautiful afternoon.
Aishah, Muhd and myself had to endure hunger pangs for about 2 hours to wait for the rest to arrive.
So the 2 of us, aper lagi…


And finally these people arrived!


And so we had a go at our gastronomic stash.


Surprise… Surprise!!!


 Uno Car-go and Monkey


They have their gay moments.


And we took like hundreds of jumping shots which most of them tak menjadi.


Amazed at our tenacity to get that perfect jump shot.


My friends are Criss Angel and David Blaine in the making.


 And when night falls….


It’s high time for another celebration!

One of the best weeks I’ve had in ages.
More to come please….
And I’ve decided to take that Leap of Faith!
Shall wait and see how it goes…

And and and….
I finally did it!
I signed it alr!
Woo hoo!!!!


Birthday Lunches and Dinners

Posted in Birthdays, Food, Friends, Fun on Saturday, March 22, 2008 by Syazana

The month of March is the month where all the Aisyah(s) and Aishah were born in.
So lunch was for the best friend.
Finally, we made it for our Carousel Buffet at Royal Plaza on Scotts.


Birthday Lunch @ Carousel


Our Smiles says it all….

The food was just orgasmic.
Proven by the following pics.
A gastronomic spread of Jap food, local cuisine, desserts, chocolate fountain, Medditeranean food.







And Introducing,
She Bangs!


I *heart* Bangs.

And after the massive food feed, I was off to celebrate another Aisyah’s celebration at Clarke Quay.


Birthday Dinner at Fisherman’s Wharf….




We had oyster poppers and prawn fritters.


My first Bangs picture while Lepak-ing.
And Naz, I realise we look like siblings in this pic.
Except that I am less Cambodian, Burmese and Nepalese….
Hehs! And sibuk ajer…
Always nak in the picture tau!


Protected: All the World sees is My Fake Smile

Posted in it's personal on Friday, March 21, 2008 by Syazana

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Definitely Older but…. Wiser?

Posted in it's personal, Life on Tuesday, March 18, 2008 by Syazana

Certain events that have been popping up have made me reevaluate
My Life, My Faith, My Career, My Family,
Basically what I want out of Life itself.

 I can feel myself ageing, not really physically, thank goodness. I just won’t know what to do if wrinkles were to start appearing. But i feel myself ageing spiritually, emotionally and mentally. The ideals I once used to hold dear to are now hanging loose. A whole different set of ideals are slowly entering and changing what I view now as ideals.

I believe one of the main reasons for finally waking up and smelling the roses, or the lack of it, is seeing most of my classmates and friends entering the workforce as professionals. I realise that this is a Real contract with Real implications which I will soon be signing my life away to. I still cannot fathom the fact that I will be a working professional paying taxes soon enough. I guess I am grateful for the fact that I am given an opportunity to delay that responsibility for at least another year.

Do I really know what I want?

My fun and interests have somehow made a paradigm shift.

Activities which I used to deem as fun and exhilarating are now just activities which are tiresome and requires too much of my energy. Mary dear, I truly apologise for turning down countless invitations to club. But I don’t know why I just can’t find the energy for it anymore although I have the time. These days I’ve been spending my time just chilling with friends at different and new places. The time and place doesn’t the matter. I used to keep track of the hottest clubs in town and the latest trends. But now, shopping becomes the need to find necessities and not an urge anymore.

 I suddenly find joy just gazing at the stars.

It’s funny how I used to find speed and loud music stress relieving. Now I just hates it.    

I even thought of the possibility of settling down. Not that I have found anyone suitable. But I guess only that very few know what I mean when I say I am tired of finding. But this is my least of all the worries I have. Cos I am a huge believer of fate. The One will appear when the time is right. Not to worry, it isn’t anytime soon.
That’s for sure!

For now, I basically am relieved and happy with how life is.
My dad is getting better, 
I have successfully attained my diploma,
Am quite happy with the results,
Secured myself a perfect job which I still can’t believe it,
Am going to fulfill my dream of Sydney and earning myself a degree
I have lots of love around me!Wheeee……

I can really feel Your love and guidance.

So, I guess, Syaz is old and happy! 




Aisyah’s 21st Surprise Party

Posted in Birthdays, Cupcakes, Food, Friends, Fun, Party on Saturday, March 15, 2008 by Syazana

The day started out with Faizal picking up the VIPs.

On the way to my house they got very lost, despite Nazrul having been to my house.

As usual we crapped in the car, and 

 Spilled chicken marinate all over ourselves.



We blew balloons till our cheeks felt funny and our lungs totally deflated.




And of course there was Gaby!!!!

Oh gosh, she is really the epitome of CUTE.

And so we prepared the food and the place.




Kesian….. They had the task of bbq-ing in the rain.



The Birthday Cupcakes courtesy of Syasya.

For cupcakes that taste as pretty as they look, visit here.


And finally, the birthday girl arrived Surprised!!!!!


So the party continued on all through the night.

With lots of food and fun.






Happy 21st Birthday, Darling!

Hope you like what we got you….

Snap away!!!



Totally rocks my sampan!!!

Posted in Song of the moment on Monday, March 10, 2008 by Syazana

I’m yours

Jason Mraz

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you’re so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I’m trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I’ll be giving it my bestest
Nothing’s going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I’m yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melodys
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

I’ve been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I’m saying is there ain’t no better reason

To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It’s what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family (2nd time: ah, la happy family)
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won’t hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved, I’m sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

No I won’t hesitate no more, no more
This cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours, I’m yours